Criticism

Some people say that i'm such a drama queen. I dont understand why. It's not like i'm pretending to be someone else or what. I just like to play and fool around. I'm just trying to cheer people up and have fun. But in the end of the day, I'm still me; i'm still Shadi. I'm not an actress and i dont act.


Then some people say that i need some changes to be a better person. I must admit that i'm not perfect. In fact, no one is perfect. But i'm not that bad also right? Yes i have my temper, i'm not lady-like , i'm kiddy and sometimes i can be really really rude. But that's me right? That's who i am and that makes me special. Dont you think so? That makes me the one and only Shadi in this world. No one can ever replace me. I mean NO ONE. BUT, i accept criticism quite well. As long as it's constructive and it's for my own good. And i'll try my best to eliminate all my bad habits, by changing. =)


The worse part is, some say that they dont understand me at times. Okay, this hurts. Alot. I wonder what do they mean with that. Do they really mean it when the words came out from them? Am i really that evil or confusing that people dont really get me sometimes? So let me tell you guys why am i being so hostile sometimes. Because i'm jealous or unhappy. Clear? I'm not as understanding as some people out there and i'm not as nice as them. HA! THAT'S WHY I WAS BEING SO HOSTILE AND OFFENSIVE. Like it or not.


Shadi.