Tragic

Mom called me yesterday. i told her about my results and she told me a sad news.

An auntie who lived so long in the same neighbourhood with us in Penang died few days ago. In a tragic accident. She's on her way to work and there's an accident on the road. She's passing by the scene on her bike and Bang!! One of the car reversed and hit her. She died 2 hours later in the hospital.

In that accident. She bite her tongue off. Her helmet went missing. The hit was deadly.

She died because of some else's fault. She died for nothing.

I didnt know her very well. But we did spoke once. She's a very soft lady and i really cant believe that she's gone.

Clearly, a man lose his beloved wife; 2 kids lose their mother, forever.

I feel sad. I cant sleep last night. I was worried and i still do now. Because my mom is riding bike to work everyday. And my parents just bought a new bike for my brother.

So dear God, i pray to You....Please please bless my family and people around me to stay healthy and happy always. Am*n.

'Skeletonship'

Why am i so skinny?

I've been eating all the time. But why am i still skinny? I dont wanna be 'skinny tree' like what stupid Joe like to call me. And dearest daddy a.k.a John, i dont wanna fly to Japan hiding in your cargo bag for 8 hrs! LOL....So back to the topic, can someone tell me how to gain weight / how to be less skinny? Please please?

Okay okay, dont ask me to drink oil or animal fat. Dont be so geli la u guys! Oil ma....u think i'm what? Oil tank ar?

Sigh....i've tried all the fattening food. Cheese, chocolate, Char koay teow and all those fried fried things. That's all my favourite. But of course nothing beats Japanese food!!! I'm crazy for Japanese food, I'll die for it. No no i dont wanna die yet... i mean i'll....well....u know what i mean?

I've been eating eating and eating....

But heck, why am i still 38kg??? Gosh.... i'm so skinny that i look like a ghost now. My mom said living skeleton is more appropriate. Nooooooooooo!!! i dont wanna be categorized as 'gang-gang of the skeletons'!! They are creepy. Sob.... Give me back my flesh!! My precious flesh....Pre~cious!!!

I guess i'm on my way to slowly evolve into skeleton too.... I look CrEePy!!!

So to all those kind-hearted people out there. This is a SOS message. PLEASE SAVE ME FROM 'SKELETONSHIP'!!! Please please please....double, triple, billion pleases.

Plagiarism from Qing's Blog

I read Qing's blog just now and i think what she says is right about 3 of us- me, herself and Hanu.


They are the one who saved me from depression during my 1st semester in campus life. Or else i probably might ended up killing myself because of homesick by now. Lol.


Well, i have n friends nor room mate here in UKM. All of my friends went to different universities while i'm the only art stream student from high school who's lost here in UKM. That's how i became a refugee. I was lucky because i met them and they offer me their hands. Until now, their room became a refugee camp where me and Thari will overnight there whenever we're alone.

Amazingly, 3 of us from different race and religions can get along pretty well. We share alot of things in common too. We like to watch BAU, Las Vegas and CSI, we like to talk in Venusian (which we dont even know what we're talking about) and we like to sing! Rain drops keep falling on my head~ Lol. Yaya, dont forget the song 'go shawty, it's your birthday....' by 50cent that we sing in Tamil version...psycho case la we.

3 of us are crazy about beaches!! We went to Pangkor Island together before and we had a great time there. And about our recent outing, we went for ice skating in Sunway Piramid when they help me to 'walk' around the skating ring. Oh yeah i hurt my ankle because that skating shoes were damn uncomfortable!!! But hey! at least i learned how to walk on ice right? =p


They always take care of me like i'm 1 small baby. Force me to finish up my food and eat up all the vege. They make Nestum for me early in the morning before we go to class. That's why i call them mommy! And it's my pleasure to be a baby forever! Evil baby like stewie in the family guy. Lol. No no, i'm not evil....i'm innocent. Hiak hiak hiak (evil laugh).

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And Hanu is a great cook. Me and Qing once make some pasta which taste like raw leaves without her....bluek....Geli nia....But Hanu appeared to be the saviour. She pour pour something in to the pasta and there comes the miracle....greatest pasta ever made in UKM!!! Lol.


That's how special our friendship is. We push aside the racism, stereotype, discrimination and all the differences we have. To us, skin colour and religions are no big deal. We are who we are and we live our own life and practice our beliefs freely. They show me the greatness of Christianity and Hinduism while i show them nothing because i'm not Islamic enough. *shaking head* sigh..


And hey! What happened to our Perhentian trip? No no, i mean Lang tengah.....Is there 'spirit' still there stoping us from visiting that island??

Well Qing and Hanu, i'm not a baby anymore! I knew the 'spirits' do not exist. =p

From left: me, Qing and Hanu (during our Pangkor trip)

childhood memories

2 days after 3 of us almost died, we went out again. This time with another childhood friend of mine called Kok Keong. Alex, me and Kok Keong grew up together in a peaceful neighbourhood. I think we can be considered as some sort of life-time friends. We knew each other since we were 5. Guess how old we are now? 22!!!! Wrinkles gonna come visit me real soon!! No....

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I remember we used to go to school with the same school bus (I'll never forget that...Because Alex puke on me in that bus!! i can still see the mushrom now...eeww...). Those days when we were young, we were so naive but naughty. Kok Keong and I will bully Alex everytime we play Monopoly, cards and 'bakuli' (marbles). Then Alex will cry and ran home to his mom. Lol. I like to make him cry. I just love it!! Isk isk....no good....

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And during Chinese New year, we'll play fire crackers together. While during Mooncake Festival, we never play lanterns like normal kids do. We'll play with FIRE. Lol. We'll melt the candles and somehow make it into something like a Volcano. We"ll then spit inside the melting candles and mini explosions will occur and that cheer us up.

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I wish i could turn back time. I wish i could retain my youth. I wish people around me never grow old and die.

From left- Kok Keong, me and Alex

I'm back!!

Hello everyone!

I'm back! After few weeks without internet connection, finally i'm back for good! Lol.

Got lots of things to blog of and share share with you guys. Excited nia. =p

And Andre? How are you there in Canada? You told me you were robbed AT HOME!! And when i text you i never get any reply until now. Hope you're doing fine with the wolf.

Guess who's back.....back again.....shadi's back.....tell a friend
Guess who's back.....guess who back.....guess who's back.......( fell asleep)Zzzzz